I just woke up from an impromptu nap that was the result of this mornings uncontrollable tears.
I am very weepy these days, I’m sure partly due to Elena’s passing and the obvious…that I have cancer.
It happened again as I went to sleep last night too, Ange held me tight, making me take deep breaths to calm me down.
All my darkest thoughts keep flooding to the front. They terrify me. I know this will go away. At least, the heavier emotions, but for now it Hurts.