At the suggestion of Jessica, I stayed home from work yesterday to give my bones a rest. They increased my pain meds again on Monday night, so with that and the rest yesterday I do feel a tiny bit better. I am at work today and plan on taking it easy the next few days. My oncologist wants me to meet with radiation oncology on Monday and still do the consult with orthopedic the following week. If it makes sense to her then I’ll do whatever she thinks..
Got a little weepy last night to Ange…been feeling emotionally exhausted and have been squashing feelings by watching as much tv as I possibly can…but the minute im left alone with my thoughts…look out…waterworks!!
Glad to hear you are feeling better today. Sounds good about the plan for your back pain. Radiology first. I know its hard to keep from crying when it is so easy to be overcome by what is going on. Just know how many of your friends and relatives are praying for you and pulling for your success in beating this miserable crappy disease. You are allowed to contribute to the waterworks. It is good to let it out. Love You Dad
by Colleen Dangerfield at Thursday, April 21, 2011, 3:06 PM
I hope you’re taking it easy again today. I’m sorry you’re feeling emotionally exhausted. We’re here to gather you up when it feels overwhelming. And they’re so right when you’re going through so much. A good cry can be in order. Love you so much peanut, Love Bean.