Laying in bed listening to Fstop purring wishing I could fall back asleep as easily as he starts purring..
My mind is active, thinking about tests and all of the “what it’s”.. I want to be “here” in this moment and I need to find away to get better at that…
For now I’m going to try and focus on the purring to put me to sleep..
So hard to be “here” in the moment when there is so much scary stuff happening… Give yourself a break. You’re doing the best you can, and quite impressively, under extraordinarily challenging circumstances…xo
by Tina Esposito at Thursday, March 10, 2011, 1:24 PM
Jen I am so sorry that everyday seems to be a rollercoaster for you. You should be proud of yourself and not so hard on yourself. You are an amazing and beautiful person. My love, thoughts and prayers are with you my friend. Love, Tina
by Jessica Moser at Thursday, March 10, 2011, 3:57 PM
I know that everything gets harder when you’re exhausted, and from what I can see and read you are doing a great job of being in the moment, and making it more about you and not all about cancer, especially with all you’re carrying around these days. Is there something you can give yourself in the next few days, something you can treat yourself to? You deserve it, and it’s important to be good to yourself. Sending you love, strength and more love.
by Erin Santos at Friday, March 11, 2011, 7:12 AM
As soon as my eyes opened this morning I thought of you. Even my hubby said, what are you doing? It’s so early! Ib’s teacher told me ib complained of headaches and neck pain and you story has me a little freaked out. Looking forward to your doctor call today so he can tell you it’s nothing and we all go back to sleeping again. :). So thankful f-stop is up too. Cat purrs are one of my favorite noises. Thinking of you constantly …
by Nancy Hafter at Friday, March 11, 2011, 9:25 AM
Good morning sunshine. Thinking of you and hoping that you continued your cat naps (naps w/F-Stop!) throughout the day. xo