I’m jealous of other people’s energy…the ability to be a mom and work is beyond my energy level..the ability to really push yourself in exercise is not in sight right now…heck even making plans for tea scares me…
I hate this feeling..
This makes so much sense. And you continue to struggle with this cold which makes all of it so much harder, I imagine. I hope that once this cold leaves and spring hits, the feelings of “right now” will give way to a different experience… I’m sending you so much love and hugs and I am here for you in any way you need…
by Jessica Moser at Monday, February 28, 2011, 4:40 PM
you don’t give yourself enough credit for all the energy you expend fighting that ridiculous cancer inside of you, and dealing with all the emotions that go with it, the non-stop ups and downs, the fears and struggles. And you are doing all of that while taking medecine that makes you tired and nauseous. You are doing amazing, really. Please please realize that – and be good to yourself.
by Camille & Larry Wise at Wednesday, March 2, 2011, 11:33 AM
Glad to hear you are having a better week Jen.