these past few days have been very difficult..can’t seem to stop crying for very long..think the last 5 months are catching up to me..and im just very tired..(especially since i just had chemo on friday) each step takes a huge adjustment..and then the nerves set in for the next step..so please ignore me if im out of contact for a bit..or seem a little moody..im trying not to be, but sometimes its just better to hold yourself hostage in your apartment until the moodiness passes..luckily ange keeps making me smile, or smothering me with kisses..he is my angel..
love you all…
by Michelle Tolpa at Monday, July 28, 2008, 11:10 AM
my dear friend jen- please know that you have so many people who are here for you and angelo. i would be happy to come and be held hostage anytime by your moodiness…it does not scare me.
I love you like a million kittens- not sure where that came from but the image is cute in my head…..
by Aimee Merendino at Monday, July 28, 2008, 2:44 PM
we are gathering forces here… you are so loved by so many… Got a note sent through me to you from an acquaintance of Katie’s saying… “Please let Jen know that she is not alone in her fight…” I hope you can feel that….
by Nancy Hafter at Wednesday, July 30, 2008, 3:30 PM
Jen, It has been a long 5 months, but you have been amazingly strong. It’s like a delayed reaction – but you now are half way there and the worst part is over. Know that we are all here for you and that is extended past us – Heloise keeps asking for you and sends you kisses and hugs! It’s good to cry and let it all out – catharsis! xoxoxo Cookie
by Margaret Herring at Thursday, July 31, 2008, 2:43 PM
Jen, I know we don’t know each other well, but I pray for you every day. I pray that you will gather strength and energy to get through the bad days as well as the good. You mean so much to so many and there is a great circle of energy surrounding you even on the days you can’t feel it.
by Patti Akins at Thursday, July 31, 2008, 8:26 PM
Jen- hang in there, you are so amazingly strong. I dont know another woman who has been through so much as you. I know that there are many family and friends that are sending you positive energies to get through this. Hang in there. Let all those emotions out, then go have a big bubble bath and a glass of wine because that always makes you feel better. ( remember we used to have popcorn with our wine- on my old front porch.. you could try that too). LOL-Patti