i am again..back at work..i changed my hours to start at 7:30, so that i don’t have to deal with all the people on the train..(i don’t want to get bumped) fought back tears the entire ride here, and am still doing so now..it feels so weird..there are so many things on my desk that were here when i left..when i had cancer..im throwing out a lot of it..i don’t want it around me..i want things to be different..i don’t feel the same..so i need it to change..anyways..please as im sure you are send me some good thoughts this week..i need them..
someone knocked on the door a bit ago..a very sweet “big” delivery for me..take a look at the photo!!
by Alyce Wagner at Monday, November 24, 2008, 7:19 AM
Sending you lots of positive thoughts and love today.
by Margaret Herring at Monday, November 24, 2008, 1:51 PM
I had a dream about you last night and logged on today to see if you had posted recently. You are not the same person, nor should you try to be. You are allowed to be whatever you feel, even if it changes day to day. The pictures you posted were so beautiful and calming that I might even have to look at them when I’m stressed! Know that I think of you often and hope you are recovering well. Take it one day, one hour, even one second at a time.